Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Omen?

A friend of mine has suggested that i learn to read omens.The alchemist did. He was happy.My friend himself claims that he can. Howevr he dus nt claim to be happy.

I was in bhubaneswar for 1 month as a part of my job-training in TCS. I am in kolkata only for 5 dayz....I ll be leaving for mumbai tomorrow.

I had arrived last satrday. That very evening I was in gariahat with a friend of mine when i chanced to see that girl...the girl who had once taught me to dream, the girl who had once been everything to me, that very girl who ll have a place in my heart forever. She had never luvd me. But I did. & I had luvd her lyk 'nything. I saw her aftr almost 5 years. She had not changed much. I went & talked to her. I felt nothing special. I knew a 5-year gap can rob you of many emotions.

After we parted, I felt kinna mesmerized. I was in a trance, as if! A stream of overpowering thoughts n emotions came rushing down & took me alongwith the flow. I began to relive those dreams that i had dreamt, years ago. I dunno why.

That night a strange feeling occurred to me. Was this some omen? Throughout my college-lyf I have not had a single glimpse of her, ever. & now that I am about to leave kolkata for my job, I see her. If an omen it is , what dus it symbolize?......does it ask me not to leave kolkata?.....does it tell me that mumbai won't be good for me?....or does it ask me to go to mumbai, free of all tensions & past bonds, & start a new life there?.....i know not.