i dont learn......i nevr do......its not that i cant.......its simply that i dont want......
i m rathr stubborn...i find an inane pleasure in doing the same mistakes ..........i get hurt.....i think i wont do this again.....but i dont ever try not to do it.....so i do it again...n again get hurt....thats my way..
but at last......i v found something......something that will make me change this fine habit of mine....bcoz i know .....& i know well....only too well......n bettr than anybody else that anothr repetition of this might cost me something......which i simply cant afford to lose.....bcoz i m nt a loser......& i don wanna escape from lyf.....not at all....
anyone getting bored of thes may getout of here.......bcoz i m not some fine writer wishing to titillate ur senses......i just wish to speak out my mind......& i m merely concerned with that.....so i will go at my own pace n style.....without expressing any apology to anyone....
i had dreamt......n dreamt big.....it was not a mere fancy......it had become a part of my lyf....i knew i would chase it down....perhaps i even knew how to chase it down......i was confident.....there was not a trace of doubt in my mind......& i was alwayz dreaming about this.....i visualized myself as a part of this dream.......a character in this dream....& it was much more than this.....at tymz i had felt it was nt a dream.......i was living that lyf for real....
it was not built in a day......it piled up, gradually.......over more than 1 year....step-by-step, brick-by-brick.....layer-by-layer.....& lotza ppl invested over it......they showed confidence in me......& i gave up my life & went about chasing my dream.....
& then on the dream-day, my dream turned into a nightmare.......the dream failed.....the lyf i had been coveting for more than 1 year with a burning zeal.......had slipped away......the future to which i had invested my everything.......was not materialized......it was AN END......
but it was not THE END!!
i have more dreams to dream........i hav more lyf to live.......& i still believe in myself.......i know my worth......& i wont let go easily......but i will nevr again give up my lyf in pursuit of a dream.....i will dream big n i will dream large......n i will pursue thos dreamz to the fullest of my ability without sacrificing what i call lyf......
that s a promise that is not meant to be broken
